EVERYTHING is designed to test you. Everything is designed to set you free.
If you see all experiences as an opportunity to unfold then you shall.
Today I was churning over the worry of money and situations. Throwing circumstances into the equation and ended up feeling powerless. Powerless because so young I gave my power away and ever since I’ve been looking for it. But it’s not powerful to fight or complain. It’s not powerful to bow your head In shame. Power is trust. Power is love and power is a smile on the ache hidden at the corner of your lips. Power is knowing this is it. This is everything you have ever wanted.
Just now the bus ticket machine took my ticket twice so I paid twice. Instead of complaining I laughed and instead of worrying about money or thriving in my scarcity story, I let it go and showed up here to write. To write it out.
As I walked today along the paved pathway where cement has sealed nature’s true will – I heard the voice guide me to move my fear and questions on how to fix this all, to the heart. Suddenly the questions shifted in nature, for when I speak with my heart, I am kind and gentle. I asked to now connect with the fullness of my being and to let go of the head’s greatest fears, from worrying what others think to never being seen.
I asked the heart how I can let go of living in my stories that keep me limited and uninspired? I looked up and saw the white feather gently fall onto a wall and there was my answer – find peace with your blocks. Find peace with your soul. Find peace with the unknown.
Last night I asked to be reconnected with the divine, unknown, subconscious. I have been so busy fighting this energy in me that I have lost the bridge to what may be. The bridge of soul and flesh
For I know when one is truly connected, the isolation and fear disappear and you have the capacity to hold yourself and this world of sleeping souls. For what does pull me together? What makes me different from the man in front of me and why?