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A Jaipur & Natalie Update

I’m only in Jaipur for another 3 weeks and trying to make the most of it! Recently I’ve been battling with more deep seeded negative thoughts and I don’t like it one bit. However, I see it as a blessing for if I don’t continue to face my fears I won’t be able to progress

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Being 20 Something is Tough!

My 20’s are simply a process of breaking free from ignorance, making big mistakes and learning about the hidden depths of the self. I can now safely say this is the case because I’m almost 26 and life remains a mystery but a mystery I’m fully engaged with, not resisting. As I lay in bed

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Jaipur, Truck Painters, Protests and Being

Jaipur is finally sunny today after weeks of rain but with the sunshine comes heat. Today consisted of picking up a dress I made with the help of Jo, a meeting with a wonderfully creative lady who has been massively successful through being herself and naturally designed beautiful things, picking up the kids at City

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An Honest Natalie Update…Unwelcome Emotions

I’ve always wanted my blog to be a place where I’m honest in my path to discovering inner peace and happiness or just plain acceptance of being a human being! I’m still in Jaipur and it’s been 3 weeks today. I have hit a big down period which I haven’t experienced in months and it’s

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Internal Vs External Image – Which is Real?

I had a thought, as I do, about image, identity and especially around the subject of this playing a role in my daily attitude to life or living. When I look in the mirror, the person I see is not who I think I am. When I was heavily depressed I remember often looking in

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A Quote for a Friday and Some Insights on Patience, Dreams and Identity

The greatest prayer is patience – The Buddha I just finished a meditation in my room and was attempting to connect with my higher self or my intuition yet felt completely blocked. I couldn’t even practice visualisation and only saw darkness with faint memories of my dreams last night. When I awoke the word I

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The Unknown

I recently discovered that a massive fear of mine is the unknown, not knowing what might happen, or what is beyond my knowledge and understanding. When I was very depressed, this fear would make me want to run, to seek assurance from others, to be perfect so to avoid looking bad, anxiety attacks, asking millions

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Diary Extract December ’10

I found this amongst my piles of papers which I created in the hope of one day making BeingNatalie a reality. So I felt this would be an appropriate extract to show the world. It was an attempt to discover how I was supposed to keep being alive as Natalie and survive. My thoughts were

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No Need to Rush – Just Keep Discovering

This popped into my head when I looked at the mountains of books I have and all my diaries filled with thoughts and feelings…I keep thinking, there has to be a quicker way of helping yourself, of finding a path or technique that helps you get some inner peace as well as outer happiness but

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Wormwood Scrubs Poem 30th April ’11

Wormwood Scrubs Poem       As I walk upon the spine of your being And the blades of grass stroke the soles of my feet I ask thee Earth What is it you have me do here? And the Earth spoke wisely Peace Bring peace As I lift my arms towards you wind And feel

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